Today I decided that I would stop
thinking about what I've lost and what doors
are closed to me.
Today, I decided that maybe
it's okay (and one kind of God's will)
for me to plug away at this decent job I
have been given until I pay off my debts
and then maybe there will be a teaching
post I can take (as charity work). If not,
still I will praise Him.
We will see how tomorrow goes
because this didn't work