Apologies for dropping out of sight (site?) yet again. The online class that I'm teaching didn't actually get set up until the day before the class started, and I've been scrambling to read all the user guides and instructions and trying to stay ahead of the students' questions. I am failing. So imagine how annoying it was when the teacher handbooks made me irritated by once again equating niceness with Christianity.
I have no problem with an institution having policies about not stirring up trouble and such because they don't want to look bad, but I find myself angry when they say that the reason we have to suppress any dissent and avoid discussing things we disagree about and never acknowledge that things aren't perfect because we reflect Christ (and Christ was all about nice and the appearance of getting along).
Obviously, the policies don't use these words; they use much more calm, neutral, infuriating language. Let me say it right here: my God is Love, not niceness. My God is a God of reality, not a god of appearance. A God of Peace, not pretense. My God is Truth, not whatever these handbooks are selling.
I guess I can see why people get turned off of institutional Christianity/religion. Are we really so busy trying to protect ourselves and our reputations that we don't care how hollow it makes us? I think maybe I'm glad to be teaching online classes because they lessen the chances of me saying something honest and angry and true and getting myself fired. :)
I thank the Lord again that I got this job.
Am I overreacting?